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I Am Hated
The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay - because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me
Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad
Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - SHUT UP
Nobody gives a fuck
it doesn't change the fact that you suck
(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent - this is our religion
(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But waht's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
I AM HATED
YOU ARE HATED
WE ARE HATED
Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Idividuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
...the other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground
(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
(We Are) The source of conscience
(We Are) Distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
(We Are) The absolute
(We Are) Controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I AM HATED
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Prelude 3.0
I don't know why I never told you
I don't know why I never tried
When we shed these bitter skins again
All the reasons come to life
But now it's over...
I don't know why you never asked me
I don't know why you never cared
When we hide these little sins again
All the reasons have to die
But now it's over...
No!
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The Blister Exists
Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge
The ultimate way is the way you control
But can you stay if you detach your soul?
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just another hardline pseudo-statistic
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth
Trying to commit to what's beneath
To find the time is to lose the momentum
You learn the lessons and immediately forget them
Automatic and out of my reach
Consult all the waste to find the key
Minimal life and the polysyllabic
I'm just another blank page - push the button, pull the rage
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven
I am the damaged one
All my life and the damage done
Can you feel this?
I'm dying to feel this
Can you feel this?
I am all, but what am I?
Another number that isn't equal to any of you
I control, but I comply
Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces
I'm uneven
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Three Nil
Chaos - it's just the beginning
Every promise I made I'm rescinding
Center mass in the middle of the monster
I'm getting tired of drowning the constant
cry for help - it's debatable
The only reason that you love me is I'm hated by all
Come on - Come see dysfunction
I guess we're gonna leave it open for discussion
Who am I? And where am I going?
Maybe I'm looking in the wrong direction
Maybe I'm looking for any direction
This is not my war - This is not my fight
This is something more - This is not my life
(This is not my) Revolution
(This is not my) Convolution
(This is not my) Expectation
(This is not my) Desperation
Holed up, scarred and tamed for the hell of it
Look at me - I'm the glorified malcontent
Save me? Save this!
All I gotta do is give up and all is forgiven
I'm sick - Of being the butt of a cosmic joke
And I don't get the punch line
A million people lined up for miles
To see the Great Big Mouth shut up and apologize
This is not my war - This is not my fight
This is something more - This is not my life
(This is not my) Revolution
(This is not my) Convolution
(This is not my) Only reason to question why
Today, I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today I said goodbye!
I am the pariah (break me)
I am the liar (save me)
I can take anything (make me)
Accuse me of everything (take me)
Cut off the system (shape me)
Deny my existence (waste me)
I won't be afraid (try me)
I won't be unmade (deny me)
So come on - break it off
Come on - buy the lie
Come on - say it, say it
Come on
Say goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today I said goodbye!
Goodbye!
Oh I didn't need to leave to stay right here
Today I said goodbye!
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Duality
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on...
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
(I push my fingers into my) eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!
Put me back together or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces, then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way - nothing is what it seems
(I push my fingers into my) eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!
All I've got - all I've got is insane
(I push my fingers into my) eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!
All I've got - all I've got is insane
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Circle
Give me the dust of my fathers
Stand on the face of the ancients
Bare the secret flesh of time itself
Follow me... I've come so far, I'm behind again
Follow me... I Wish so hard, I'm there again
Follow me...
All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed, I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
And all of my endings are waiting to begin
I know the way, but I faulter
I can't be afraid of my patience
There's a sacred place Razel keeps safe
Follow me... I've seen so much I'm blind again
Follow me... I feel so bad I'm alive again
Follow me...
All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed, I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
And all of my endings are waiting to begin
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Vermilion
She seems dressed in all the rings... of past fatalities
So fragile, yet so devious - she continues to see
climatic hands that press her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home - forever
Oh...
She is everything and more, the solemn hypnotic
My dahlia, bathed in possesion - she is home to me
I get nervous, perverse, when I see her, it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never, she's coming home - forever
Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad
Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy - aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face - to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize
I won't let this build up inside of me...
I'm a slave and I am a master
No restraints and unchecked collectors
I exist to my need - to self-oblige
She is something in me - that I despise
I won't let this build up inside of me...
She isn't real - I can't make her real
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Pulse of the Maggots
I fight for the unconventional
My right and it's unconditional
I can only be as real as i can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
this isn't just a way to be a martyr
I can't walk alone any longer
I fight for the ones who can't fight
and if I lose, at least I tried!
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
I won't be the inconsequential
I won't be the wasted potential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize, you'll never take a stand
It isn't just a one-sided version
We've dealt with a manic subversion
I won't let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victim deserted
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes
Say it again, say it again
(We won't die)
We fight 'til no one can fight us
We live and no one can stop us
We pull when we're pushed too far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
We never had to fight in the first place
We only had to spit back in their face
We won't walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger
We are the new diabolic
We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes
Say it again, say it again
(We won't die)
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Before I Forget
Stapled shut - Inside an outside world
And I'm sealed in tight - Bizarre but right at home
I'm claustrophobic - Closing in
And I'm catastrophic - Not again
I'm smeared across the page and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me up in all your sordid little insurrections
I've got no time to lose - I'm just caught up in all the cattle
Fray the strings... Throw the shapes... Hold your breath... Listen
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
I'm ripped across the ditch and settled in the dirt
And I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions
I've got no right to win - I'm just caught up in all the battles
Locked in clutch... Pushed in place... Hold your breath... Listen
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
My end, it justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road and my end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that
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Vermilion Part 2
She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't - no
I don't wanna be this
But I won't let this build up inside of me
She isn't real
I can't make her real
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The Nameless
Pathetic/BENIGN/Accept it/UNDERMINE
Your opinion/MY JUSTIFICATION
Happy/SAFE/Servant/CAGED
Malice/UTTER WEAKNESS
No toleration - invade
COMMITED/Enraged/ADMIT IT
Don't condescend/DON'T EVEN DISAGREE
Destroy/DECAY/Disappoint/DELAY
You've suffered then/NOW SUFFER UNTO ME
Obsession - take another look
Remember - every chance you took
Decide - either live with me
Or give up - any thought you had of being free
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more
than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved
was hate...
Anyone/NO/Anything/YES/Anyway/FALL/Anybody/MINE/
Anybody/TELL ME
I want/YOU/I need/YOU/I'll have/YOU/I won't/
LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU
Obey/ME/Believe/ME/Just trust/ME/Worship/ME/
Live for/ME
Be grateful/NOW/Be honest/NOW/Be precious/NOW/
Be mine/JUST LOVE ME
Posession - feed my only vice
Confession - I won't tell you twice
Decide - either die for me
Or give up - any chance you had of being free
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more
than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved
was hurting you...
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more
than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved
was hate...
Stay inside the hole - let me take control
Dominate
You are nothing more - you are something less
Innocent
Something has to give - something has to break
Omnipresent
Fingers in your skin - let me savage in
You deserve it
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved was hurting you...
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved was hate...
You're mine (I KNOW WHO YOU ARE)
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